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I don't even know how to start, but weirdly, I just want to say thanks, to you. Thank you for existing, thanks for being my rant buddy, my online diary. To be frank, I wasn't really being honest with you with things. Yes, I am currently swamped with school works, orgs and exams. My head is wired with things to finish, tests to pass, and orgs to accomplish, yet that one space in my subconsciousness aches for something. I was confused, because why would I feel something for someone that I haven't even met physically? Weird. At this point, you may actually have an idea what this is about. The truth is, I'be just been questioning something. These past few days as I strive to finish my tasks at hand, I was also weighing the reasons whether what I'm feeling for you is really platonic, romantic or maybe I'm just being weird. Because, honestly, why would a normal friendly person think of someone randomly (in the most respectful context, of course). You somehow keep appearing at the songs that I listen to. Even if I drown myself with numbers and texts, my subconscious will automatically circle it back to the very thought of you. I take pictures to appease something in me but, it feels a little more heavy thinking that what I'm capturing isn't your smile, or just you. Weird and cringe isn't? I was scared, to say the least, because me having feelings for you might jeopardize our friendship, and I don't want that. Do I respond to these feelings? Should I acknowledge this? Am I being weird? That's why I deleted Instagram. I 'distanced' myself from you. Which, made the situation worse. My feelings just spiraled uncontrollably. I kept thinking of ways to contact you making me break my 'no sev contact'. I actually don't know when it started. Maybe, it was the words of encouragement and congratulations, those little banters, updates, or maybe when I actually opened up to you. I personally don't know. I'm actually holding onto the last shred of my rationality to fully express this because, at the end of the day, I don't want to compromise your peace of mind. Yes, I like you and - I'm sorry that I like you. If I don't express this now, I might not be able to study peacefully. This is just me crashing out, because these thoughts are gnawing my inching break of insanity. Goodluck on your exams and don't think to much about this, hehe.

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October 8, 2025

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